Drive, alone. I'm a race car driver. Take me back to Daytona. Put his hand back in mine. All I could want, curls for miles, shoulder kisses, respectable. Don't adore what's impossible.

School in 11 days. Finally, I can stop living in such a fantasy world.
I have 3 books to read in that time. I will devour them.

Day 4. No nicotine. I've already saved $8 from not smoking! I wonder how long this is gonna last...
I've recently discovered the most astounding group to ever grace this planet, and they're French, whatdyaknow.
Pix and their new album is called "Life Living"


( Read more... )

Your hands were so cold. Yet you still had a cigarette between your fingers. No gages, no lip ring, too much make up. It didn't look like you at all, but your beauty still radiated, like an angel.

You're the light in my life that will never go out. Memories of you will live on forever and I'll never forget the way you looked into my eyes.

( Read more... )

So young, and not even a year after your best friend passed. Suicide is the most selfish thing to do, but I hope it helped rid you of those demons in your head. You gave us hope when there was none to be found, made us realize there's enough love to share with everyone, your smile was always genuine and you were the best lay I've ever had. You'd be ( Read more... )

Cold, hard cement. It's unforgiving when you hit it hard, but a great support.
Most of all it's constant. It's a reminder that something real is there every time you take a step, or change direction.

Concrete is gonna help me get through life, I know it.

Mmm weekend and the start of break. I can't wait.
Show was good, and I love my Shnoogie aka Alexxxis Sarah

Reality hasnt set in, and I hope it dosen't.

God is smiting me for something wrong I did.

AFI tomorrow and all weekend with Alexxxis Sarah. This is the fist time in weeks I've felt really happy. Maybe it's the coke...nah, it's true happiness.

Kelsey and I brought back the old times today, I missed those.


( Read more... )

My god I love him. More than anything.He makes me nervous, in a good way. His smell comforts me, his touch soothes.

I wont ever let him go. He makes my world go around.

Happy birthday Nicholas Strite.
You mean everything to me

xo

So 1st THanksgiving not with my family, different but alright ( Read more... )

Weeks start fading into months and time flies by.
My baby girl Alexxxis Sarah is finally 16 today.

Fridays bring the love out in everyone.
Halloween parties, mmmm can't wait.

Lets fuck it up boys, make some noise!

By the way, friend only journal kids.
xo