this summer fucking sucked ( Read more... )

no one even reads this but oh well. i guess that's a good thing.
today i feel...weird.
like i'm irritating. or a big baby. or something.
i don't know, it sucks.
like crying for no reason. i don't even want to draw any attention to it.
i'm scared to fucking death of you leaving.
i'm so scared.
i keep pushing it away.
i feel so annoying. not good enough. too ( Read more... )

this has been an interesting summer so far ( Read more... )

today was so happy.
i've always wanted to kiss in the pouring rain.
& it happened today.
it was so good.
probably better than i thought it would be.
everytime i think about it i get really, really happy.
it's so romantic
=]
then we kissed in the hot shower
and then slept for hours.

i love you.

so may 7th sucked ( Read more... )

this week will go by fast, i have a lot to do ( Read more... )

spreak is/was quite good ( Read more... )

i am in love.

i hardly ever write in this thing when i'm happy anymore ( Read more... )

no one fucking gets it ( Read more... )