christa found someone who makes her happy and i'm gonna let him have her. done has never been so done. when it was just me and she needed to sort her heart out so we might be together again, i was all about waiting. but when her smiles and kisses go to another, i wont wait. as much as i hate that thats what ended it, i'm glad it was something ( Read more... )

i called her again last night and it was all still the same ( Read more... )

i never know what to do. i dont know if its back to single frame and forgetting about it or the epilouge and dwelling on unfinished conversations and unreturned phone calls. i couldnt sleep last night. as drunk as i was, i should've slept till 2 in the afternoon. i couldnt stay asleep because christa's phone cut off in mid-conversation last ( Read more... )

yesterday was expected to contain no more than alot of video games, some hangout time with my cat and alot of music, but horse came through. the last thing i wanted or needed to do was to sit at home and do nothing but think. so horse came through. i dont think i even said anything to him, he just knew. and what a day to just know ( Read more... )

it just became too much to bear anymore. for the entire span of our relationship i've carried a load full of bullshit because i'd do anything for her. but my back just gave out. i couldnt keep supporting both of our weight anymore. since my last real post i've felt more love than i've ever felt to/from the gal on my brithday, we broke up and ( Read more... )

Is it that you are working - or even playing - too hard? Because it would seem that you are experiencing a great deal of pent-up emotion at this time which could possibly take effect and lead to irrational behavior ( Read more... )

friday- drive to austin with the gal to see mouse and chill with jess. after the show, drank some beers and annoyed the gal to the point of repulsion. all she wanted to do was sleep ( Read more... )

my ears are ringing, my mind is clear and my heart is loving. and i didnt even have to use my AK, i'd have to say it was a good day ( Read more... )

swishafkaction: the gal is so fucking sketchy
jiggliemon: hahaha
jiggliemon: Here we go again
swishafkaction: when you talk to someone on a cell phone and they say i'll call you back...what do you take that as (time-wise)?
jiggliemon: Ohhhhh no
jiggliemon: not that again
jiggliemon: I've been through that shit
jiggliemon: Took my bitch a week
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its crazy how things end up sometimes. but thats nothing new to me. how 12 shitty things can culminate into one or two that are so good, is completely beyond me. in the past few weeks, i've been surprised and let down by some folks i never expected either of those things from. i wish i could say that my faith in people as a whole has been ( Read more... )