what what?! chillin in my room, jammin music and internettin it up! murdaaaaa ( Read more... )

the internet kinda rules dude ( Read more... )

today i woke up to my cousin sean beating on a sliding glass door cause he locked himself out of his house. it was 10am ( Read more... )

my change of pace came in the form of a hiatus from the machine i was living in at home. my aunt diana and uncle tim have been on vaction since the 10th and i've been housesitting for them here in the woodlands. and its been a pretty good time...chillin in a nice house with a pool and patio, sleepin in a waterbed everynight, stocked kitchen, dave ( Read more... )

a long drive on a road that doesnt wind will do something to the way you think. just as the road didnt veer, my thoughts didnt do much veering either. she comes and then she comes. not fair. i've got this beautiful flower, so lovely just to sit and behold. yet it seems a part of me wants to play will she let me or will she not. that part of ( Read more... )

gone are the days of smokin a blunt or two, enjoying a thought provoking drive home and writing lj entries to the moon and back ( Read more... )

no need to be verbose, no need to describe. this day has ruled so hard. my girlfriend is fkn great.

omg. what a difference a week can make. theres no explaination of things that will make anyone other than the two of us understand. she's back and i have zero qualms with saying we're happier than ever. me turning my back was the last thing i ever wanted to do and at the first sign of interest, or in this case unsurity, theres no way i could ( Read more... )

well two days down, five to go. we talked for a few hours yesterday. not really talking, so much as myself making sure that every crevice in this wound had its share of salt. it felt so good just to talk to her, even if those werent the words i wanted to say, the questions i wanted to ask or the answers i wish i'd recieve. the conversation ( Read more... )

she's gone. and left in about the worst fashion imaginable. the only obvious precursors being an away message saying something like "only one day left till i have to be the biggest bitch in the world" and a short stupid conversation. She couldnt have picked a worse time to do this. Last night was the UNicorns show. A show her and I had been ( Read more... )