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But it seems I've been here before.

I've been too caught up in the passion of happiness to apply myself the way I ought to. I don't NEED encouragement, but it feels good when someone says "You're doing great" and actually means it. It's a motivating kick in the ass ( Read more... )

it's all happening

new ( Read more... )

Until then... horror, with Eve: ROAR! That is all. Or an accidental slip of the orange-eyed will of unconsciousness. (Don't look at me/I didn't do it ( Read more... )

I still have a lot of learning to do. Around certain people, my impatient characteristics arise. Thinking people can't live up to my expectations, I'll dismiss some sense of hope for them, which I now feel is erroneous. Throughout this year, I've gone about things in ways I now reflect upon with some disappointment in myself. My certainty of an ( Read more... )

... and wont have a real one for at least two weeks.

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This is the form I took in my vision. There are several versions of it. I continuously evolved, so I'm doing multiple pieces. There will probably be more later on, but I wanted foremost to establish the general appearance of the thing.
The colors were mainly pastel-ish, but it was changing colors constantly. The last three are black and white due to ( Read more... )

I've done it. Finally tried acid, while later adding in shrooms. I don't know if it was the combination or what, but my vision was life-altering. I finally know what I needed to know. I'm working on duplicating (as well as possible) what I saw and writing a poem about it as well. I will post them when they are finished.