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oct 23rd
I forgot about this thing..... Wow....
What a night...... It was fun and busy and awkward....
who would've thought
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I am considering the possibility that it is more than probable my life will end up ending because of suicide.... Not a depressing thought, just another "Goddamnit Imma have it my way" type things -
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I just reviewed all of my 'latest' entries. I say latest that way because my last 10 entries span about 3 years so its a stretched list of 'latest' entries. My entries need to start improving or I need to make a change. -
IF you had a bad time.
am I just walking in circles with Nancy now? This pointless stupid fighting needs to stop. She really needs to start respecting me better because it is making me respect her less. Granted I have a conscious choice to not go down that path I'm choosing too....because fuck it, I'm sick of Martyring for somebody who might not be worth it. I'm starting ( Read more... ) -
To be more human than human...
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Steve Jobs RIP
Steve Jobs died today ( Read more... ) -
I've given you every reason to give up on me it seems.....
It seems that, in the irony on my life, great and joyous days are followed by bad ones. At least lately.
I've let a girl cause a rift in Derek and I's friendship
I've let my inner conflicts break surface.
It seems like all the bad things in my life have culminated on this day.
I've allowed my mood to affect my attitude and because of this Nancy ( Read more... ) -
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I feel better about myself lately. Things are out of control, and that's ok. Me and Nancy are in love and that's great. I'm not where I want to be just yet, but with my efforts it gets closer everyday. I think I'm learning the importance of the journey, not just from where i've been to where I'm going but also the unexpected things along the way.
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Just got done watching Downey Jr. in CHAPLIN. First off RDJ did a spot on job playin the TRAMP. That being said, this movie moved me.
I understand Charles Chaplin a lot more now. He always said "if you want to know me watch my movies" and I've done my research. But it is just so movinghow humanisitic this man was. He was a clown in a sad world and ( Read more... ) -
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Sometimes I feel like I'm just another thing wrong if your life. Til I look at a picture of us and then I know that's not true.
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