Man, went out with Kevin and Kristen last night, Got messed up, then realizing there was 10 minutes before 2, we got up fast, drove down to the am/pm and I picked up a 12 pack, 2 minutes to spare, man thats lucky, then went to dennys, grabbed more people from inside and had a party, diferent homes, street, whatever. Much old school fun.

apperently, I can't win, anyone want to do me a favor and shoot me? The only thing I don't get is if I know I could be the so called "perfect boyfriend" why can't I get the one woman I love, who used to care but dosen't anymore. I don't want to move on, I need her in my life, it's not a comfort level, I know that she is the one and I think she ( Read more... )

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Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. 1 Corinthians 13:4-8

I saw her again today, we were going to have coffee together, suddenly I realized I was on the virge of a full blown panic attack, I don't get these often but now just trying to talk to her sends be crashing further down into my own private hell, I love her more than anything and all I have to do is sit like a good boy, not able to protest if a guy ( Read more... )

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My life is becoming shit, I hate the world, if I could rage out and kill everyone I would. On a lighter note I am quiting smoking on august 3rd, also coffee. from then on its only water and lemonaid, really going to do it this time, I always have the biggestkick in the ass for motivation when I am really hurt, well that is me now, I am going to do ( Read more... )

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I wish I could just get things straight, bottom line, I love her, if your her you know who you are, I miss you, Im not sure how to interact with you though, Im confused, please dont be mad at me, I just want to hold you again.

Well, I just saw her, she came over, I was afraid of this, worst of all shes mad at me because I hate my feeble existance, On the bright side I know I love her, on another down side I doubt she has time for me in her life, I don't know anymore, I suck. I will always be alone, I might as well get some cats and stop bying deoderant.