who else agrees that this summer sucks?

holy crap its been a long time.  well.... what to say...  being alone is strange, but i wanna say thanx to all my EFFn friends cuz yall help me thru everything:-D idk how id survive w/o yall.  I LOVE YOU GUYS!  frobert, step, marker, pimo, and everyone else who helps out, u kick ass and i wuf yall to the starz n back! (but mainly i just love step ( Read more... )

dedicated to adam:

Living In Your Letters -DC

I'm always assuming the worst,
but you're going on nonetheless
and there's nothing to cushion your heart led fall.
Letters from further away
keep pulling me close to home.
And there's something to cushion my callous sighs.
And I know that you hope for
longer good-byes
embracing for  f o r e v e r
and falling ( Read more... )

today, i had the worst cramps of my life, i left school early, and i threw up... and it was the same color of my cereal.

i hate my life. and i dont think it's gonna get any better any time in the near future... heck, its not gonna get better in the future at all.
but at least one thing hasn't changed..
i love adam

today was like the best day ever.  after eating at my favorite place (Luby's, DUH!)  i met adam at silverado around 5, and we were gonna see star wars 3 again... but we got bored and left after stuff happened like 30 minutes into the movie.  oh and adam spilled like EVERYTHING on his shirt.. funny stuff. so we walked around to like every single ( Read more... )

i L0Ve aDaM!!!

this past weekend was way fun, and adam started working finally! yayyyyy!  so i got to see him today cuz i was there with step and her cuz, so when adam got off, we hung out for a while.  it was exciting.  oh yeah, and i also made a great rubberband ball, and its the best.  summer school started today.. it was pretty fun..  got to see a bunch of ( Read more... )

i like how i didnt wake up till 10:30 and didnt go to fish camp today.  well..yesterday after fish camp, i took marco, john, and anthony (john's adorable little brother) home, and i almost hit this guys car while i was backing out of a driveway.  heh.  so after that i went to ft with rock, air n leon. it was tiring, and my voice is crap.  ive been ( Read more... )

alrighty, so since i havent updated since forever ago, imma give a summary of each joyful day!:-D

Thursday:  me and step went to bobby j's then to my house and we chilled for a long time.  then we went shopping for like a little bit, then we went to the big band dance to say bye to trey (i crieddd!) then to the movies with adam, air, leon, and dash ( Read more... )