i only got two and a half hours of sleep last night sooo no getting up and working out for me. i woke up at 7:45 but my clock said it was 8:45 (this happens like every other week, my clock just changes to the wrong time by an hour or so) and i'm supposed to be at work at 8 so i flipped out running and screaming and throwing on clothes until i ( Read more... )

had cane's for lunch and it wasn't as good as usual so i hardly ate any. the chicken had been cooked for too long or some such. went to target and bought some bike shorts to wear under dresses on the bike. i'm trying to get over being concered/ashamed of how i look so i've been trying to dress a little differently lately. really fucking sick of ( Read more... )

wes and i biked to skeeters yesterday for lunch, then to amc to see wall-e (i am morally opposed to all this computer animation crap but that movie was totally freakin the cutest thing ever) then we rode to the mall and went on a search for black pants and messenger bags but only came out with black pants and i bought a super cute dress on super ( Read more... )

i'm giving up on my mom. she's hopeless. gonna try next week by myself. i tried to do a tae-bo video last week and deby called wanting to hang out in the middle of it. i've been sleeping really terribly over the last few months like not going to bed until 2 or 3 then getting up at 7 for work so i could never get up in the morning but it's ( Read more... )

yesterday i left work early due to absolute exhaustion so i slept instead of work out and today my mom just didn't show up and didn't call so... by default i'm being lazy. why can't i stay motivated??? aaaaahhh. why can't my five minute bike ride to work and back everyday make me lose everything? ah, life! we walked home from deby and jon's new ( Read more... )

i finally convinced my mom to get back to walking with me again, but we'll see how long that lasts. something always comes up. if it just weren't so damn hot outside. still riding the bike everywhere and it still rules. um... other than that i don't think i really ate anything other than turkey sandwhiches all last week. i'm suddenly just ( Read more... )

i bought a new bike last week and it's soooo freakin comfortable, so it's not miserable to ride anymore. wes and i have been zippin all over town and it rules. it's like not a chore anymore to have to ride places, it's super easy and so that's nice. i can feel it like crazy in my legs so that's awesome too. i'm not too sure how much biking ( Read more... )

current weight 134.

wednesday-walked one mile+casual walking around austin h.s.
thursday-walked one and a half miles.
friday-walked one and a half miles.

(and the same for deby + she rain up and down the soccer bleachers at austin and lifted weights. dang.)

also, the mom diet is in full effect. it's on.

so, being lame as always. staying at a steady 132, though, so at least i'm down six pounds and staying there while the only thing i've really been doing is still just walking everywhere. i'm eating a lot less and a little better but not perfect ( Read more... )

i've done horribly, of course. still walking everywhere i go (have blisters all over feet) but am not eating well. have to walk to get any food so have been opting for either ordering pizza (gag, so sick of it) or just having wes pick up taco bell on his way home so as not to have to carry grocerys. i need a wagon... or something. so's... i can ( Read more... )