looking for one thing, finding another entirely ( Read more... )

it's beautiful and raining, sleeping in and driving home ( Read more... )

well, the hard was right ( Read more... )

and i'm doing what i can. doing what i know how to do, learning how to do more.

things today:
humor
secrets
live and let live
newcomers

i am going to do what i can, when i can do it. agenda free honesty, asking myself hard questions.

the best kind of hard.

i am trying trying and it can be trying trying ( Read more... )

it is settled and it is lovely ( Read more... )

it is in my gut ( Read more... )

(and no, i have no idea how it happened or what to make of it. six weeks ago i was panicking and sending off emails. buying fabric and dreading all those planes rides.)

"it is quiet like whispers...and pressing play on a tape recorder"

no, not at all. it is laughing and smirks, glass lenses and loud music. it is rolicking and generally boisterous, we ( Read more... )

it is better ( Read more... )

i am home and it is restless ( Read more... )