Why do I always like guys that I can't have?

This year is difficult. I know I haven't said anything else lately but.. there's nothing else to say.

High school boyfriend is in one of my classes at uni. Awkward.

I have an absolute crapload of uni work to do. The most ever. I've been neglecting a lot of my friends. I don't know what I'm doing next year, but I'm sick of saying that, it'll probably work itself out. I don't know what I'm doing relationship wise. I have no motivation, I've wasted way too many hours lately. My hair is gross, I need a haircut/ ( Read more... )

Hey lumpage, timhsvwalkinsha and anyone else who knows anything about postgrad. If I do a phd, will it be as stressful as honours? Because I'm finding this pretty stressful, I would feel much more comfortable doing research if I had time to do so. Now I have to squeeze it in between assignments, and I don't even have a full year to do it, it's more like a few months. It ( Read more... )

I don't know what I'm doing but I have this irrational feeling that it'll all become clear soon.

Also, I'm going tree planting on Kangaroo Island in a week or so :D

I feel like a lot of things have got to change and this year has been an incredible learning experience thus far - about myself.

I realise I'm probably getting into this bad habit that I've been in before (and I possibly just never stopped doing it) where I overthink things. I don't know what I want to do next year and that's been on my mind. I feel like everything has a downside, everything has aspects that I just feel I can't do and that may be myself thinking lowly of my ( Read more... )

A while ago, I went out to a pub with some people that I don't know too well... one good friend, and some friends of friends. Wasn't bad. There was another girl in the group and I talked to her a bit throughout the night, and at one point I was going to go and buy another drink and she said "as if you buy drinks, I haven't bought a drink all night ( Read more... )