rant.

[this2shall_pass]

 
I am so lost.  SO LOST.  So frustrated, down, depressed, lonely, spiteful.. and to top it all off I am having a really big problem figuring out what is important to me in life.  Just let me rant and rave here.

I do not want to work any more.  I want to go back to school.  I am so tired of 7:30-4 every day.  And I miss Columbus, I miss my friends

Comments

[maillewelder]

1. you don't need to wait until you graduate to start your life. :) you're still alive.
2. have you thought about sitting down and talking with your advisory/a career counselor about it? when i thought i was gonna fail calc II a second time i went in to talk to a career counselor about other options i had that didn't involve math, just in case i couldn't do the math i needed to do to be an engineer. (yes, it probably was a bit of an overreaction, but... whatever.) but anyway, i found it helpful, so i thought i'd suggest it.

[this2shall_pass]

hehe true, but you know sometimes it just feels like youre barely living at all, ya know? just going through the motions. but yeah actually i've been thinking a lot about going in to talk to a career counselor, i really think your right, it would help a lot. just kinda work out my options and whatnot. seems like a good idea. Thanks :)

[maillewelder]

ha. yeah... i know how that goes. but it's important to remember that even when it doesn't seem like you're living or that anything really matters, it does. we're always learning from what's going on around us (even if it's just how to deal with excessive monotony!)
my solutions for everything lately have been sleep, drinking water, yoga and counseling. i find that those 4 items in the proper proportions tend to fix a lot of problems... :)

[this2shall_pass]

hehe thats true.. and thats sometimes the hardest thing to learn (how to deal with the monotony). and the sleep and drinking water have worked well for me, perhaps the yoga and counseling i should try :)