Well, school is KILLING me. I don't know why I'm so stressed out and just tired of school. How can just learning be so draining. I never felt this way in highschool. I'm almost starting to just really dread everything I have to get done all the time. Sometimes life just isn't fun to me at all. These last few days I've kindof been a hermit and ( Read more... )

I just realized how long its been since I've written in here. Its so weird because I'll randomly write on pieces of paper journal entries and then I always lose them lol. I really cant sleep cause I took such a long nap today... my sleep schedule is SOO messed up! I thought I'd write in here to update everything thats been going on ( Read more... )

Where can I begin writing a story of my life when I don’t even know how I got here? Why would I even want to write some of this stuff down? Who would ever want to read it? Someday when I’m old and will have forgotten everything I will at least have this to look at and remember some parts of my life. I’m eighteen years old and already feel like I’ve ( Read more... )

Today was really fun. Me and two kids from my institute class have been eating lunch together after class every tues and thurs. Lisa and I always vent and then beat on poor Brandon for being a boy. We're becoming really good friends. Today we did the quarter and salt shaker thing on the table just for fun and sat a table away to see if anyone ( Read more... )

How can just sounds completely change or enhance the mood you're in? Its amazing to me what an impact music has on my emotions, it makes me feel so alive at times. Im listening to something corporate right now, I love them!! Even just playing my guitar, even though I'm not playing a real song sometimes, is so relaxing to me and such a mood booster ( Read more... )

Well... I dont know if I told you before but im back in school and LOVING IT!!!! I'm going to UVSC YAY and trying to get involved as much as possible... I'm trying to be secretary of my class down at institute but the other secretary is pretty much doing everything so I dunno what im suppossed to do lol. I applied for a job at my apartment complex ( Read more... )

I just got back from arizona and had SOOO much fun! It was nice to be home and feel somewhat secure again. Im moving on with my life finally. school starts this wednesday and im psyched to be getting on track. Im sitting in the airport right now and I dont really know what to write about. It seems like there are so many things going on. Rashelle ( Read more... )

So guess this is life.. I haven’t written in here for a while and i FINALLY have time so I thought I’d catch up on everything. My mom agreed to let me fly down to Arizona for Christmas which is SUCH a huge relief. I’m so glad I’m going home... I’m in the airport right now. Im sitting here about to go home for the first time in MONTHS and all I can ( Read more... )

My manager is mad at me and Tia for making labels for the pens even though my supervisor told us to... yeah it was messed up. As we walked out the door I smiled and said bye really happily it was kinda funny ( Read more... )

Yesterday was Turkey day- it was sooo nice not thinking about work or getting any errands done cause everything was closed! I had dinner at Aunt Candy's house and it was great- there were only 8 of us which is a small thanksgiving compared to what I'm used to but it was still fun :) I just finished my leftovers tonight yay! Today at work wasn't bad ( Read more... )