I spent a good portion of my night at the hospital...couod be strep (even though I tested negative once, she did another test), mono, or meningitis. only I'm sincerely doubting it's that last evil word so lets not get all freaked out. anyway they checked my vitals when I got there like they're supposed to and then sent me to the lab and then ( Read more... )

I am ok. fancy that! except I'm wicked sick and wanted die this morning when I woke up at 5, threw up which hurt like hell cause my throat's all swollen and red and splotchy, had a fever of 101 degrees, and honestly thought I'd wind up at the hospital. my head felt like it was being impounded and even now as I'm typing this I'm laying on my bed ( Read more... )

about that whole being ok thing...it hasn't happened yet. but I haven't tried to talk to him today ^.^ I'm being a good girl and giving him his space...yesssssss go me!maybe I can make it the whole day...how kickass would that be of me? personally, I'd be proud considering I haven't gone a day without speaking to him since november 22nd.

plus also ( Read more... )

I decided I'll be ok. yes indeed. ok I shall be.

I'm home virtually alone for like the next week so...anyone who wants to come make me smile, that'd be cool.

My baby left me...actually, I drove him away. if it was real, it's not over. but neither one of us is really convinced. that's why I'm acting like I am incase I didn't tell you or you're concerned, don't be concerned, I'm a big girl and you probably couldn't do anything to help me anyway.

love hurts. love hurts bad.

UNIQUE ( Read more... )

went to see you can't take it with you at chantilly with my baby last night and saw Kat, Laura, some band kids, Grant, Zack and his brother, Buffy, JP, Hannah, Lauren, Steph, Nick...that was cool, Alyssa, Christina...whatev there were a lot of people and it was nice. after we were driving to eat and then I told Ryan to turn onto my old street and ( Read more... )

one day I want to stop being so naive ( Read more... )

alright so basically Orlando was alright... it wasn't amazing, it wasn't super lame, it just was and because I was in orlando and had to worry about basically nothing I wish I were still there instead of here but I'm not and life goes on sucking. hurray ( Read more... )

heeeey world! btw, you suck. except my boyfriend obviously who actually managed to come see my show twice. thanks to those of you who sincerely tried...screw those of you who no longer give a shit about me and didn't care to come see me but give me crap for not coming to see you enough. at least I do come see you ( Read more... )