It was and now it isn't and it's for the best. I'm done and I'm letting go completely...with the help of my friend Jesus Christ and his father, God ( Read more... )

I just realized I haven't been in my basement in almost 3 weeks because it's where he asked me out and where we had our first kiss ( Read more... )

nope. no prom. I would've thrown up if I'd seen him with another girl and that would've been disgusting so I went to the mall and movies with KSK instead...the other "s" told me she doesn't like me and doesn't want to have a relationship with me and then informed me that I was getting used to hearing that...what a fun thing to hear from your sister ( Read more... )

hah. prom tonight?

I'm pretty sure I slept for like 4 hours last night cause I kept waking up feeling sick ( Read more... )

he likes some other girl. he's moved on. not even 2 weeks and he moved on...I'm not even going to ask him how long he's liked her because he reassured me it wasn't why we broke up (like I don't know why he left me...). agh ( Read more... )

my computer ate itself yesterday so I don't know when I'll be online...until I am you can IM my phone: AllDucksShldSurf who woulda thunk I'd have a screen name incorporating ducks and surfing. anyway, I don't know what's going on. I wanted to be done thinking and just live and have fun and be 16 but then my sister and her boyfriend/fiance/whatever ( Read more... )

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blah. be prepared: I'm about to really spill my guts and say exactly what I'm thinking...and I want feedback skanks. yeah ( Read more... )

so...I still have no idea what made me think I was going to die on wednesday but when I woke up this morning...I could swallow without wanting to die. it's not comfortable, it still hurts, but it's SO much better. it even looks better. now, granted, if you compared my throat to most of yours it'd look crazy bad but compared to the way it looked two ( Read more... )