so. want to know something i love? i fucking love the genetic blessing that is the creeping depression that i'm never sure how to deal with. you wana know what else? everything is perfect. i know it. but i'm going to find a way to sabotage myself anyway. i've watched my mother do it and i can see myself doing it. you know what i want? i want to ( Read more... )

I'm almost positive no one reads this anymore, and i needed a place to just get this fucking off my chest. it's just one of those things that eats at me. i'm optimistic, but god fucking dammit is all i can think. i mean, i should really be more articulate than that, so i guess what i'm thinking is a mix of fuck you, and i messed up, and it's your ( Read more... )

oh livejournal......you used to be cool and consume my time. alas.

i know it's stupid, but sometimes i wish i were populer....lar.

but seriously.

i just came to a crazy relization ( Read more... )

i can't help but feel like i messed up.

FIRST ( Read more... )

jenna wants friends.
she's naked and covered with wet rocks.
she wants friends.

thats why I'M here.
to tend to my LOVER!

smoochies!!!!!
(I'm a horrible person and I know the truth)

michele graduated ( Read more... )

prom was last night and it was quite fun cuz we didn't saty to long. showed up fashionably late and left fashionably early. drew barrymore was the best prom date ever. we hippie-raved ( Read more... )