so let's see... i can't sleep because i drank coffee this morning before i took my baby to the airport. and now this sucks because im super tired, can't fall asleep, and all i have on my mind is how much i miss anthony already. i don't want to have to wait 36 days to see the love of my life again. im super sad about this :( WHY IS NEW YORK SO FAR ( Read more... )

for the first time in my life, I can honestly say, with full confidence, that I have made the right decision and there will be no more looking back. only forward. and I can honestly say that for the first time I can not wait for the future. everything is going to be amazing. :-)

i remember a few years ago. looking back, i was so young and so dumb. wisdom really does come not only with age but more so with experience. it frustrates me to think back and to analyze situations i put myself in, situations other people put me in, situations i couldn't help but be in, and situations where i could have/should have used better ( Read more... )

A black out
Touching new life
Face down
Set the pace again.

Let's call it change...

Once the fad
Permeates
It's hip to care
It's hip to hate it.

Let's call it "the chase"
I'll call it a phase.

everything is so perfect right now. i am the luckiest girl in the world and i love life!!!!

<3

i would give anything to not have to go back to FSU January 6th.

fuck.my.life.

sometimes i think FSU was the worst decision i ever made.

next wednesday is exactly 2 years, and through all the good times and bad i can still say i love him. i still care about him a lot, obviously. but i'm wondering if i am still IN love with him. i wonder if it's possible for me to have experienced the love you see in movies and hear about in songs. "i will always love you" - does that song apply to ( Read more... )

why do i feel as if everyone is against me??

past vs. present ( Read more... )