it hurts way more than it should ( Read more... )

confused. lost. uncertain.
i have so many thoughts going through my head, and yet it feels like nothing is being processed.
i'm speechless.
one minute i feel as though i couldn't be happier, and the next i'm completely miserable.

i move in exactly one week. and i have no idea what to expect.

i can't believe how much has changed in such a short amount of time.

and right now, i wouldn't have things any other way. :)

tallahassee in ... 20 days.

new beginnings. lots of change. hopefully this can be the fresh start i've been looking for.

so last night, walking to my car in the muvico parking lot with my best guy friend at like 12:20, 2 black guys and 2 hispanic guys ALL WITH LOADED GUNS robbed me and my friend at gunpoint. they took everything i had on me, they took my friends $300 camera, his cell phone, and all his money. they punched him in the face. i had 2 guns pointed at my ( Read more... )

im really sad.

i want one thing more than anything else in this world. and i can't ever have it. and it really sucks.

this is going to be a long and awful week.

:(

wtf

i want to fucking disappear off the face of the earth.

would anyone care to inform me why it is so hard to let go and move on ( Read more... )

i can't believe it's almost all over. it's going by so fast. i'm not complaining, i just wish i had a little more time to spend with him before it's all over.

such mixed emotions. why do you meet someone just to have to say goodbye?

and p.s.
prom's friday. and at the moment i hate my dress. :(

i feel like my life is not what i want it to be. and it's the worst feeling in the world.

i feel like shit. and no one gives a fuck ( Read more... )