weddings for perfect couples are just that. imagine, a year ago today i was gearing up for truth cream puffs and cold rides home to nake pictures of me.

every day closer to not having a speech. when i want everything to be perfect is when i can't even get it started.

Try and sit up straight. Try and stand up for yourself. Try to not make little of family photographs. How long has it been since I have had a family portrait? Years upon years of turning the camera and taking pictures of myself makes me jealous and green eyed for growing families and things that look like they just belong together. Look like they ( Read more... )

Soup for supper means fall has officially arrived. Squash and pumpkins on the counter waiting to be carved, baked and eaten ( Read more... )

3:32 am my eyes blinked open and haven't been able to shut yet. Fridays are long days when the weekend is opening ahead of you like a children's book.

My best friend, you are my best friend. I love you. Write something?

I leave it to the last minute before I have to rush off to work. I miss you. I've got lots of things to say but no words or time to find them.

I am not going to bed. I am sitting with the tv on. I am sitting with the light on. I am sitting couch with two sleeping little dogs and feeling very much alone. Around me christmas is approaching and I'm not feeling it. I'm feeling hungry and horny and lonely. I am feeling messy house and not enough money. I am feeling no gift ideas to show ( Read more... )

this girl sitting alone in her bed ( Read more... )

maybe we are all swaying to the music
slighty out of time
out of tune
maybe we are all busy trying not to notice
if anyone is noticing us at all.

I have nothing to say except for t.v. makes me horny and I watch too much of it.