i should start doing drugs again.

This 30-something year old man came onto me today ( Read more... )

my friends lied to me and made me pretend i was happy.

I have roughly 3 weeks to lose as much weight as possible.

Last year, I lost a lot, about 30 some pounds in 3 weeks.

I want to ultimately lose 40, seeing as how I gained some weight back, but 30 will make me happy.

I really wanted some adderall, but I'll have to make do without.

goddamn.
i need to get back into this scene.

there are too many beautiful people in the world for me to be one of them.

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eek.

even with mandy, this girl that is supposed to be my support through all this, I can't tell her everything. We are too alike, too competitive for this. I can't be completely open with her ( Read more... )

No negative comments, now ( Read more... )

being fucked up is hard work.