im still not happy. but i got to see some cool kids today. actually a bunch of them. it made me happy. then i had to go to eat with my familia, that didn't make me happy. im so tired of their 'church.' it is draining the happiness out of my family. they are blind to how far sucked in they are. its sad but anything i say just makes them more angry ( Read more... )

i wish i could make you happy ( Read more... )

THE END OF AN ERA ( Read more... )

why do i feel like an ass hole ( Read more... )

friday needs to get better ( Read more... )

people sure are funny. they really know how to "show Christ's love" to others.

anyways, today was actually not that bad. this weekend, one of the 'popular' girls at school got really drunk and shat her pants at a party. now everyone knows. kinda sad, but hey, shit happens

i think im gonna cry if friday isn't good

IM DONE MAKING PLANS. over summer i just did whatever, whenever, except for work. i knew when i had to be there, but other than that i just kinda did anything. i knew when school started life would get more structured and i really don't like it. i basically set myself up to be dissapointed when things don't work out the way i want them too and i ( Read more... )

i feel useless

so, Godspell is amazing. if you haven't seen it yet then go this weekend, its the last weekend so don't miss it. im gonna go so if you wanna go but need a ride or something then call me ( Read more... )

I HAVE BEEN UP ALL NIGHT WRITING MY ENGLISH PAPER BECAUSE I CANT DO IT TOMOROW AND NOW ITS 5AM AND IM STILL WRITING AND I HAVE HAD THREE ENERGY DRINKS EVEN THOUGH I THINK THEY ARE REALLY BAD FOR YOU AND IM TIRED BUT MY EYES WONT SHUT AND I FEEL REALLY RETARDED AND STUFF ( Read more... )