i should be happy, but i feel like so miserable. and i don't know why ( Read more... )

i'll never be satisfied with you. no matter how much i may love you, i'll still find something about you that i can't stand- i'm always looking for something better; something more. i'll push you away. if there was one thing i could change about myself, this would be the winner. along with my jelousy problem and extreme shyness, which leads to my ( Read more... )

and yet again, i never fail to throw it all away for nothing.
nothing.
and i'll keep fucking things up, because it's what i do.

say anything in nine days.
and i'm so happy with everything right now.
nobody's ever been so sweet to me in my life.
you're amazing.
thankyoukbye.

and, i really couldn't care less what you think.
not my problem anymore.
as if it ever really was.

i love when i realize things.

everything seems to be really really good at the moment ( Read more... )

so i go to homecoming last night and realize that everytime i go, i have a horrible time. i hate it. it sucks. and i never understand why i keep going back every year ( Read more... )

so i saw roger waters the second night too ( Read more... )

tonight, i saw roger waters ( Read more... )

summer's over.

school, sucks.
getting rushed to the ER, sucks.
still feeling sick, sucks.
giving up on you, sucks. i guess.
well, maybe not.
whatever.

i don't really care. life's still good me thinks.
hopefully this year will get better.
hopefully i'll feel better.

this was pointless. annnnd yeah. so cool.
laterrr.