after all, it isn't easy.
it feels just how you think it should fell.
im still a million miles away from where i want to be.

I can't quiet my mind today ( Read more... )

I ask myself everyday, mostly when you're asleep "Who was I before you, and how did I go on?"
When you were a baby I sat very still to hold you. I could see the veins through your skin like a map to inside you. How could skin be that thin? I was so afraid you might drop and break. I stopped breathing so you wouldn't ( Read more... )

Ollie is 1 year old tomorrow!
I can't believe it, I'm going to cry so much
but I'll still have a badass party for him
so happy birthday to my darling.

this week is surely turning to complete shit.
i wish i knew what to do to make it better.

South needs to send me an acceptance letter, observation ,clinical, interview dates, and not to mention MONEY
a-s-a-fucking-p before i kill them or myself.

( bathing suit time )

I have the best in-laws, and .. grand-inlaws?.. I could have never dreamed of better. I love them ( Read more... )

This kid cracks me up.
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