I miss how simple everything used to be. I feel so dang lonely. I wish I could steal a kitty and take it to Tampa, that would probably ease my troubles. I could secretly keep one and Denise wouldn't have to know. Denise will be gone for a week or two for her work. I will be all alone and my mind will imagine things that aren't there and I will ( Read more... )

It's scary to think of my future choices or if I've done everything correct as it is. I forget that I'm in charge of my own life sometimes. And I forget how different I am from old friends and most faces I see and have grown so familiar to. I guess that's when it hits you when you've realised how much we've all changed. I think I like who I am.. ( Read more... )

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I want to sing it outloud, I'm so in love with you Steven Davis!


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I have mixed feelings of Friday night. Whatever. I just don't care. I did good, bad, great, average.. I just don't care. Tomorrow will be better and I'll be in one piece. Thank you to my amazing boyfriend who made wonderful signs for me. They were beautiful. Thank you for supporting me and being there for me more than I was for myself or let alone ( Read more... )

It's just about coming up to 2 months, and I must say I've experienced so many new feelings and new joys that I can't catch up and face how amazing it actually is. How perfectly I fit with someone else. I could list everything I adore about him, and never feel like I've completely told him everything because there are just no words. There are all ( Read more... )

Today is such a lazy day, I've spent all morning talking and watching movies with my mother. Has anyone seen Memoires of a Geisha? It has made me really appreciate old Japanese culture. I want to be a Geisha! Well, minus the physical part. I forgot what a movie buff I was. I always get so warped and my mind is so focused on the storyline, it stays ( Read more... )

I feel so sick and so cold. If it weren't for that, I'd be just great. This break is just a tease, but I actually feel so complete. It's really nice. I met up with a piece of my past the other day and it just has convinced me more of how happy I am, with my choices and the future I've planned for myself now. I've really completely let go with a lot ( Read more... )

There's a specific connection through music that is like no other. My voice blended so well with Steven's. I'm so excited for the next time we play and sing together! This just brings in so many oppertunites. I've always fantasized about this, and of course it ends up being with my Steven. He's so perfect :]

I've never cared so much about anyone before. I've never truely sacrificed my every bit of happiness if someone else felt the least uneasy. Everything will be better soon, within the hour. Goodness, I am DONE with exams! That horrible, horrible week and a half. And now on to remembering Christmas, my friends, my guitar, and more of my boyfriend of ( Read more... )