I was 11 years old when I really started seeing life without it being all candy-coated & perfect-like ( Read more... )

No one knows what its like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes

No one knows what its like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies

But my dreams
They arent as empty
As my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
Thats never free

No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I ( Read more... )

Every 10 years we add 1 second to the year ( Read more... )

All my life i've wondered what life after death is like. Is it anything like the stories? Or do they just sugarcoat the truth so they're won't be havoc about death & dying? Do they sugarcoat everything to keep society couture with life? There are so many mysteries in life it's unbearable ( Read more... )

I keep forgetting to update you on how i'm doing & i'm sorry for that ( Read more... )

I've having these terrible migraines lately. No one knows why but, the doctor gave me some pills & he said if they get worse i'll have to get a brain scan.

I haven't wrote in here in forever
Well, I started school now & i've already met alot of people
I have alot of friends now
life is good but it would be even better with Linzi in it alot more :[

I will still be able to see her though, so i'm happy
but it just isn't the same without her :[

goodbye Virginia
hello North Carolina

<3333

so, i really don't know what to do anymore
so i'm just going to live my life everyday like its my last.

& Olliver needs to die
lying to Marissa like that just to break her & Ryan up
FUCK HIM!!

I hesitate to say I was bait for you
Could that be something that you all would do
I'd be lying if I did now say I wasn't intrigued
But timing is everything here
And for the moment the 'we' is reprieved
But, as I watch the girl unfold before my eyes,
I discover that I like her

Would you please get our from under my skin ( Read more... )