okay so my boyfriend...is the freaken greatest. hes so frickin cute ( Read more... )

My boyfriend has the worst typing and mispellings i have ever seen in my life lol ( Read more... )

oh man theres so much to update on ( Read more... )

so she never read the entries that were about her. guess she got distracted by the 2 latest ones about matt and never read further back.

for some reason i feel kind of disappointed...

i really wanted her to know...

but im too much of a pussy to tell her...

ugh i am LAME!

okay so last night i talked to matt about what had happened. and told him right out that i meant everything i said in my livejournal and that i wasnt trying to hide anything from him. i also told him that regardless of everything thats in there, my feelings for him havent changed ( Read more... )

okay so its raining outside...and as if that doesnt already put a  damper  on things...i just got off the phone with matt. its his birthday today too. normally i try to be at the house when he gets home from work, so we can *see each other* for a few minutes inbetween work and the gym, but he just has so much going on today. and sometimes i feel ( Read more... )

I wonder if its only by coincidence that she hasnt been online or hasnt called me since I wrote that journal entry...

maybe im just thinking too far into this...

shes probably just busy...

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I couldnt POSSIBLY pour out my heart and soul more than im about to ( Read more... )

How come its so goddamn easy to forget that youre mad at someone? How mad could you possibly be at them if the very next day you call to see what theyre doing, half out of habit half out of being bored, and talk like theres nothing wrong...and then halfway through the conversation you suddenly remember everything that happened the day before...and ( Read more... )

Egh ( Read more... )