I am getting 'senioritis' SO BADLY.  I want out so badly but then again, the real world is scary!  Keeping focused = main goal, at the moment.  I already started applying for colleges!  Well, just one for now (Cal-State Fullerton!) but I'll apply for more either this week or the next.   Oooh, big bad college... heh ( Read more... )

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I am useless, I am a mess; I am the smallest giant ever.

So, last week or so Jay and I broke up.  I'm alright, but I miss him. Not the actual relationship, but I feel like I've lost a really good friend.  You know how that goes.

Last night was not one of my greatest nights.  I spent the night at Tara's boyfriend's house (Aaron) along with her and ( Read more... )

As sad as it is, Jayy and I are drifting further and further apart, but I'm okay with that now.  I've realized and accepted that not everything in life is going to work out, and this relationship is just one of the many things that fall in that category.  We are still together, but I have the feeling that it won't be for much longer.  We barely ( Read more... )

Time speeds up as we move into the double digits =)

Today was Jayy & I's two month.. date.. thing.. but I really don't think he remembered. Whateverrr, I guess.  I'm trying to fix things between us but he is so much like a brick wall and that makes things difficult.  I miss having a completely loving, trusting relationship where both parties feel ( Read more... )

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Just like the last entry left off with, I went over to Jayy's and we spend a few hours sleeping and watching Spirited Away.  Even though we didn't do much of anything, it was still a lot of fun ( Read more... )

Yesterday was definitely.. interesting..

It started out really good; I went to Jayy's house after he got out of school for a few hours and we spent most of that time just being insane and making each other laugh =) it was nice. Afterwards, I went to Tara's to sleep over there.

Around 1 or 2 in the morning, Tara and I get a call from our boys saying ( Read more... )

Today was a good day.  I picked Tara up around 1:30ish to take her boyfriend, Mike, to work.  After we dropped him off, I took the freeway (!!!) and we met our friend Anna at the movies.  We saw Stardust, which I LOVED.  According to critics it was a flop, but I'm a sucker for fantasy movies with a love story. =]

After dropping off Tara, I went to ( Read more... )

OH MAN.  It's been 4 weeks and I really have soooo much to update with!  It's going to be so broken up but I'll figure it out

On my birthday, I went to the midnight preview showing thing of the Simpson's movie with Tara.  We ran into some people she knew; Travis, Bob, and Jayy.  Travis dated a friend of mine before and I didn't really like him then ( Read more... )