i guess i lied...and i am writing in this again. i hope school goes well..its a chance to hang with my friends again so i guess im excited. i was gonna stay home wednesday or thursday so i could see him...i dont want to get behind in school tho because im doing so well. he messed up, so shouldnt he be trying all he can to see me? why should i go ( Read more... )

i think im done writing in lj...

i dont know what to write about anymore in here....im kinda sick of lj...no one ever updates anymore

umm things are getting better :)

i want to go to disneyland and california adventure...idk it just sounds fun

i love you all...hope everyones weekend is goin good! :)

Im so glad its friday..uh im so sick of school. this year just sucks. i mean its great i have him but still my classes are lame and i miss how much fun last year was. plus a certain someone goes to my school now that i wished i would never see again, it pisses me off everytime i see him..i just wanna kill him. but o well..i will have to deal with ( Read more... )

school was good. had a lot of homework. finished it all and then slept all day.
today was pretty good i guess lol. all i need for my day to be perfect is to see him :)

i have never been so scared before in my life..until tonight. i know hes ok but i still cant stop crying.i dont know what to do with myself, i need him but look what i caused him to do tonight. i could never live with myself if anything ever happen to him. i was scared to death tonight, i dont want to ever lose him. i dont care what people think ( Read more... )

i cant stand being at school anymore. people annoy the fuck outa me...like seriously. i cant stand talkin to anyone anymore. people need to stop fuckin judging.

hmm...things are getting better and kinda worse at the same time. i have my good days and bad days. As long as i have jordan and my friends then everything will be ok. i just wish cyd were here....o well, i hope this year gets better.

i cant stand this...i dont desearve it. i havent done shit to anyone...it doesnt make sence. i just want to get along with everyone.. i hate people hating me and talking shit about me when they dont even know me. i hate this so much. im so tired of it. i hate being told to kill myself and that i should die...if you dont want me around so much then ( Read more... )

i hope things get better...i really do ( Read more... )