Happy Birthday to me! my boyfriend likes drugs and alcohol more than me!

Yippee

i love my boyfriend josh <3

Damn...so i havent written in this thing in a real long time now..i wonder if anyone even reads this shit anymore. Well i have a new boyfriend now...his name is josh. I Been with him for a little over a week now and been with him every single day. i missed the justin timberlake concert tonight because im really sick and ended up staying in bed all ( Read more... )

Well, summer vacation has come to an end. Gay! School starts tomorrow...kinda excited to see people again but eh it sucks. its been real fun. last night was really fun...hangin with tara always makes me have fun! i was tripping on the rocks outside my house lol it was funny ( Read more... )

Damn today has been an interesting day. i found out a lot shit....that really bugged me a lot at first. i analzed it all wrong and just made kinda a big deal outa it. i even started kinda a lot of drama on accident that i didnt mean to cause. It all got solved and everything is cool now. Were cool. im gonna be happy for him. at least try to be even ( Read more... )

Its weird how the only person i could ever trust...i found out lied to me all along. What else did he lie to me about? Who knows, But its pathetic. I guess i shoulda listened to everyone in the first place. This year is going to be different for me. I need to start taking care of myself, stop letting people walk all over me. Im so tired of being ( Read more... )

So I Went to the panic concert last night with leighann, jordan, and eric. it was a lot of fun! me and jordan redolved things and now we are just friends. its better than nothin right? so panic puts on a great show. me and leighann were drenched when the night ended and we both passes out from bein so squashed in the front row almost. i got punched ( Read more... )

i never thought it was possible for a best friend to stab me in the back this bad. wait yes i did...all my friends have fucked me over. When will i ever find a true friend? when will that fuckin day ever be?

i love cydnne, i need to see u

So Wow i havent written in this thing in a long time. So much has happened since i last updated ( Read more... )

I dont think ill ever be the same.