if i could erase you from my life, you would be gone

im going through a really emotional time right now. and i really really hate it. i hate caring so much about everything. my god, i want to not care anymore. i hate being unhappy.

I havent written in here in a long time. no one really does anymore. but yea im bored so i guess its time i do ( Read more... )

things are going good. some ppl are annoying me a lot lately, and the others i am loving to death. school is getting a lot better. jordan is being absolutely amazing. yea...its great. im happy for once

eh, i try not to let things bother me, but it does. i dont rly care what people think or say about me, but words do hurt. i try to be nice to everyone but yet i dont know what i do so wrong to people for them to hate me. i hate high school. its just not fun anymore.
i cant wait to see cydnne this weekend, i need my best friend.

right now i am at jordans house and we just woke up. i am really tired and hungry. so today was an ehh day. stupid shit went down but its ok now. i need to learn to control my anger so im gonna work on that. but everything is amazing right now.i love him so so so much ( Read more... )

i hate how people use me, i hate how people dont understand, i hate people who try to get in the way, i hate the people i lost, i hate ppl for not caring, i hate the shit talkers
Deep down i just really hate myself...

the only thing i love is jordan
and cydnne, i miss her so damn much
And my old friends that have stuck by my side
i love you too

You Are My Life.. You Complete Me.. Your The Reason I Smile So Much! Your The Reason I Love Life! You The Reason I Look Forward To School! Your Amazing.Your My Everything! Your IT FOR ME!! I Love You More Than Words Can Even Come Close To Describe! I LOVE YOU!!

1. Reply with your name and I will write something random about you ( Read more... )

i tryed to go to sleep a couple hours ago...i cant seem to fall asleep tho. i have so much shit on my mind..i cant stop thinking about things. the past memories are goin through my head, the present memories and seeing how much i have changed from the past. i miss my past so much. the only thing about the present that i love so much now is jordan ( Read more... )