this weekend was pretty good. things keep happening to lil fights or arguements happen but other than that things are great and i love jordan dearly. i saw amanda and hung out with her. i love her, talkin about old times when we were younger is so much fun. i have known her since i was 6 or 7. shes awesome. i also went to the movies and saw ( Read more... )

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a happy day always ends into someone feeling like shit. it is always my fault too...i never think before i speak...i hate doing this

Still Awake...And Very Very Bored. I Just Finished HomeWork...Still Not Tired...Its Late/Really Early. I Need To Get Redi For School In 3 Hours...Lame. No One Is Online...I Think I Should Start Going To Bed Early...

i told him something that no one still knows about me..except cydnne. i really hope it doesnt make him think less of me ( Read more... )

im so annoyed, i dont even know why. i just really am...i need a nap

its late...and im bored and cant sleep. im also sick so it doesnt make anything better ( Read more... )

i love jordan carranco!!

Im such a fuck up.hes right...no matter how much i try not to be,im a cumpolsive liar. i lie even when i dont realize it. i need to get back on my meds again, i cant control my anger anymore and its a problem. i was fine on them, then all of a sudden i quit taking them, im going to take them tomorrow and now on. i hate myself. the days go by so ( Read more... )

this weekend was fun. last night was fun. really fun. i have pictures to show how much fun it was. haha ( Read more... )