Love gone wrong yet miserably alive.
sometimesistillneedyou

ugh...

why do i have to be so stupid and jealous?

why cant i just stop?

I close my eyes on the dancefloor
I forget about you
I lose myself in flashing colors
Ive gotta see it through

you're too much,
i take it that we're over
should we even care at all?
too much, too much
lets shake hands and say goodbye

Your love is out
but even despite it all
Give me your hand
lets face this night and see it through

So uh, apparently, my life is shit.

I have nothing.

No job.

No liscence.

Nowhere to live.

Nobody.

Nothing.

I don't know where to go from here.

AHH WTF!!!

I'm so frustrated and confused.

I don't know whats going on and i dont like it.

At all.

I'm sick of being left in the dark.

oh boy.

whats wrong wtih me.

Ahhh, fuck.

I had the worst night's sleep ever.

I've been having these awful nightmares, and last night was the worst.

I like woke up upset because it was so vivid and sad.

wtf

So it like, snowed today, but not really, it mostly rained.

and its freezing out.

Todays good though. I'm happy.

And i'm super excited!!!!

So today was pretty sweet.

Did a bunch of awesome stuff with my grandpa.

I used a chainsaw, it was badass.

Plus i knocked back a few and now im drunk

what in the fuck.

im losing it.

am i?

it's depressing and grey and cold up here.

where do i go from here?

have you given up on me?

why the fuck dont i know anything.

im going crazy!