"Was the will powerless to so constrict that narrow passage to the life reservoir as to dam the hated flow..."  Djuna Barnes
"You are the exhausting pace of boredom versus the use of the body" Lisa Robertson

collecting the
pieces from
the hearts of
others
fitting that
description
to an unsuspecting
fool, fully wanting
to see your needs
met, be remembered

you miss the math,
the working model
far from an experiment
an exaction, a
demonstration
of cleanliness
togetherness

i was looking back
at myself in the
bedroom when i talked
to you, it's a
serious problem.
lost in your
own eyes.

drugged and
ready to fire
rounds well
i don't
want to be on
my own feet

accepting alternatives
leaving tomorrow

i see the world
as disguised
hidden well
it's hard to see
even a little
life with all
of the enclosures
that we build
around it
houses and
fences and
restrictive education
marriage, institutions
workdays, seperative
identity
so i'm saying
let's free it
unlockit, release
ourselves

everyone has
a place
they are going
there, let's go

silly reasons for
going where it's
tallest, i'd
like another shot
at findingout

in your bed without
you, can't keep the
blood in my hands
a person sleeping
makes me still

renewed, wait, there's
a feeling getting away

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my first
place
in use as a
landlocked
lovebase
just work to
sleep with you
come home
and fall apart
but no, more
into arms
in the window
down the stairs
i'm seeing
others in the
same way

she's
more of
a house than
a home a
layover
than a
destination
agreed you
say the same
of me

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a press, release ( Read more... )