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back in the LJ circuit becauuuuse it's the only website that is not ACCESS DENIED on school computers. and i am bored here in 4th period. whats new with me? a lot actually...lets see,stress is almost over as is the field hockey season,the two are somehow related im sure. also, one more weekend of the play and then i can have a life again. hmmm oh ( Read more... )

wow ever since myspace entered into my life, i completely neglect the livejournal world. apologies. it has been quite a while. well....a lot is different since april. lately ive been feeling...well..i guess lost is the best word. ive started to take a look at my life, what i do, how i treat people, how i treat myself. i don't like what i do. i don' ( Read more... )

update update time to update. hmmm all is good and swell in my world. things that make me smile: people owing me kisses, purple dinosaur, hearing one guy say "stick in the mud" to another, avett brothers, seth avett in particular, clean-shaven seth in in particular, english class (go figure), money in my pocket, running till my heart hurts, my ( Read more... )

it's been a while since i really updated. there's been a lot of emotion running through my blood recently. confused emotions. im sure that seems usual for me but this time it's just this sense of being lost. like where do i go from here? school is tough. i am so sick of myself for the way i procrastinate and put off shit. and i think then just do ( Read more... )

the last person who ( Read more... )

BLAH BLAH HAPPY FEBRUARY!!!! coooold. early morning update befoire school today on this fine hump day. word to the wise: do not go see that movie "Hide and Seek" trrraaassshhh, although i laughed a lot at it, it was not meant to be a comedy. that is all BLAH

first of all yay snow! hmm not much is new. i am currently ripping apart some stuffed animals. don't ask why it's a silly reason, the important thing is that there IS a reason. yesterday was quite the eventful day. school was school...managed to make it through history without getting extremely pissed like i usually am in that class (doyle is a ( Read more... )

everyone disappears in the end. those people you were so close to end up finding someting better. not that i blame anyone, this is the time in most people's lives where the biggest change happens. people leave and grow out of your friendship. its true. ive witnessed it over and over again. i suppose im just feeling lonely...which is my fault so i ( Read more... )

i'm sorry, what else can i say or do? why can't i have space without guilt? why can't i be happy without making everyone else hate me? why do people have to start shit and i have to finish it? why do i sit home and cry my eyes out for doing what i think is best? oh...yea...i forgot...life isn't fair.