My sleep schedule is all messed up lol. Newspapers are changing their scheduling around so I've been sleeping all day and up in the am. I haven't had a full nights rest in about a week. I spent valentines day up for three hours and a asleep for two a couple of times. Due to my lack of proper sleep I want to say/type something, but also due to ( Read more... )

I had my first dream where I was aware it was a dream the other night. First thing I did was scale a tower of infinity on the outside. No climbing just rising. It was a whole different experience that didn't actually wash away when I woke up. It was most excellent and refreshing. Now though I can't seem to get to sleep when I usually do :(.

I'm not the most unlucky person in the world, but it never works when I need it to. I was trying to do something for someone else. Actually I was doing it for a few people, and I went out of my way to great extents to try and pull this off. Needless to say I failed tonight but, not like most failure's, I could taste success... almost touch it. ( Read more... )

3 years sometime this month. It really rides on you after you've experienced the other end. If I had known this before I wouldn't have been such a whiny little bitch lol. I know, I know... it's my fault, but I can't really get out of this rut until something actually changes for me. It's like climbing a ladder half-way and having three or four ( Read more... )

So there is a lot new I guess. I deliver newspapers for a portion of Freeland now, and I work for Gaertner's Greenhouse with Derek. Two jobs sucks and leaves little free time but it's a sign of the times I suppose. The story of my youth is watching my country die from the inside. I've been here and there and no matter what work comes and goes ( Read more... )

So my computer broke on Tuesday or Wednesday... somewhere around there. It was a bad hard drive as I couldn't even get windows to format it though everything else worked just fine. So yesterday morning I wake up to him tinkering with my computer because he bought me a new hard drive... a better/faster hard drive nonetheless. So after a few days ( Read more... )

so I was told that I'm laid off of work after may 31st today.

I also just finished my orientation at delta.

http://blogs.salon.com/0002762/2009/03/21.html#a3371

( Survey )

So balls. I have 50 less dollars a week ( Read more... )