and while the soul shouts, the mind is at its mercy.

i've been getting sick a lot. actually, i'm sick more often than i am well. watta hassle. last week a house in the street beside ours burned up. and so did the house beside it. i feel remorseful for the owners. i don't know what i would do if something happened to my house and i lost all my things ( Read more... )

i drink tea to distract my insides. a few feet away, she sits there playing digital melodies. got nothing better do, got nothing better to live for. we used to sit all together running roads, looking for those bald-heads. 5 bucks a piece. 20 bucks for the big bug. i still felt something then. it's unimaginable now ( Read more... )

so, i'm missing the wolfgang thing. i was supposed to go last week, but tickets were sold out. i had tickets for this week, but i won't be able to make it. augh. wolfgang. i shall pretend no such magic transpired. *sniff.*

days have overtaken me. they're too quick, too fleeting. it's 2007, it's been almost 6 months since i first started with ( Read more... )

haha.

aughh. yeah. i hate it. i woke up yesterday with my voice so hoarse! just when i thought i was getting well already. i've been sick off and on for the past two weeks, and i've mellowed down into some sort of misty-headed person. cause of all the medication i think. hahaha. seriously. everyday is just so ladida... but that's not really a bad ( Read more... )

i'm happy. gusto ko siyang yakapin. if he was more than just an acquaintance, i would have. what he said, no matter how casually he said it and no matter how insubstantial it was intended to be, meant so much to me. i'm such a female sometimes. haha. oh well. i was chemically and biologically engineered this way, so i can't really do much to fight ( Read more... )

sana may sayad nalang din utak mo. para tahimik lang. pero wala eh. maingay talaga. kaya tumahimik ka nalang. wag ka nalang muna umimik. masmasarap ang walang dahilan para magalinlangan.

thrown out fearless and strong
yet to substantiate itself
this infant, with its tiny throne

though wisened by the years
i am the weak one.

tear down this fortress
slice and dice this throne.

oh indeed there is sweetness
the bitter dew of branches wild

random and hysteric

breathless,
as the wind shall soon be.

tip it over
let it slide
leave it hollow.

alam niyo yung feeling na inunahan kayo? nakakagago ng medyo sobra. oo na, alam kong madami pa naman diyan, at nagkakataon lang siguro na pareho kami... pero palagi nalang siyang nauuna. nakakabwiset. hindi ko naman kasalanan na masmabagal ako gumalaw sa kanya. hindi ako kasing swerte niya. sige na, mas mabibigyan niya ng justice pero napakahasel ( Read more... )

i'm suddenly not sure how to spell "hooray". hurray. horray. aughhhh. my brain keeps stalling so much. aughh. anyway. hurray. umm. i think that's the right spelling. i don't even wanna check it out cause then i'd be deceiving you guys, and making you believe that right at this moment i know how that gad-dehm word is spelled. i'm sure an hour later ( Read more... )

a name all of a sudden hits me as foreign. it's come to that. how sad. anyway, i really enjoyed our gig the other day. we'll be playing in mag:net katipunan on monday. i think. i hope. kakatamad to post details. i love him. he teaches me how to let things pass. to let go of little thoughts and worries that do nothing but feed on your spirit, and ( Read more... )