I hate this in between season shit. My allergies go into overdrive. I look like i just "took a hit", and haven't slept in about 17 days. Is it scarf season yet? I deff. need to replace the matching boyfriend/ from the ex, scarf. I want to sled this year with everyone, and snowmobile for the first time. I will love anyone that will teach me how to ( Read more... )

Sitting here waiting for Deven to take me to Olive Garden. Tomorrow i am sleeping in. *slow motion smile* Then im getting groceries, and maybe going to the pumpkin fest with deven because i want to purchase some, and i need to buy my mom a gift. At 6:00 Amy Ashley and Anna are coming over, and were going to the drive-in to see Shark Tale/ Shrek 2/ ( Read more... )

I feel so lame. It's a Friday night and what have i done? Signed up for my Sat's, wrote a message in a card, slept, put stuff together for tomorrow, and paced. Some one was supposed to call, but i have a feeling i'll be waiting and let down. Waking up early tomorrow to go to Morisville. Leaving around 8, getting home around 8 and then going to ( Read more... )

It was -2 today. I am freezing. I am unfocused. I am overwhelmed. I have a massive headache. I am in need of a good cuddle. I wish Deven could spend the night. I miss that little gymnast bod.

This may seem ridiculous but when i get upset, confused, or irritated go outside and spin in circles. Just like a little kid. I don't care how warm it is, how stupid i look, or anything. After a minute i just look up and feel better. Maybe i just like feeling the same inside and outside, completely bewildered and dizzy ( Read more... )

Maybe it's just because im pre-menstrual but this made me tear up; hardcore ( Read more... )

I am so miserable right now. I wish i could just skip senior year and go straight to college, or at least move out of my house. I swear i had more freedom at 13, then 16. I'm so tired of everything, the littlest things bear consequences. My mother and I will never have a relationship, i would be much happier if my parents got a divorce. Oh my ( Read more... )

I had an very good day today. Went to the mall with Ashley, listened to my Ashlee Simpson cd,ate at the plain ville turkey place for the first time. yum. Went to target and i bought plastic hangers and Kay cotton cashed me out. Found a perfect gift for deven but i guess it would be a "just because surprise" since the next gift giving holiday is ( Read more... )

What do you want to be when you grow up? Tell me about it, idc who you are.

I want to write for a major fashion magazine.

As of Monday Devo keeps an extra tooth brush at my house. It made me smile this morning. <3