Happy Valentines Day and Happy one year to me and lukey!

(p.s. Pray that he doesn't leave me.)

So contrary to popular belief, I have not died. I am still alive and well. I just hate the fucking internet now. Its a big ass waste of time. Id rather spend my time now doing more important things than worrying about who said what on livejournal or myspace shit. I might not be back for a while...so have a nice life. If you know me, you know how to ( Read more... )

Today, a huge 18 wheeler tire flew up and hit my front bumper as well as shattering my windshield. I was more scared than I have ever been. I had to pull over and I was by myself. I called my dad, but they live so far away. I called luke and he was at work. So ryan came out and helped me. The cop that came was an asshole. Not only was he like an ( Read more... )

God, I never update. Sorry guys ( Read more... )

Someone please help me.

When you come home and you feel like you have to have noise to make you feel not so lonely, something must be wrong ( Read more... )

I don't really like Harry Potter, but Kristen MADE me take this, so here it is....


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Ever have those dreams/nightmares that are really really vivid. You can smell the people in the dream even reach out and touch them. I had one of those last night and I woke up crying. It was an irrational dream, but it seemed so real. So real, I almost woke up and turned on my computer to update this about what had happened as if it really had ( Read more... )

Wow. What a weekend. I worked 18 hours just yesterday and today. My feet are KILLING me ( Read more... )

I don't know how they come so easily. When you don't care if you see me or not, when I am here counting down the hours, minutes, until I see you next, they come. When I take so much time out of my scedual to be with you, you can't even pretend to like being with me, they come. When I scedual my work and school around you so I can have the maximum ( Read more... )