Frustrated.

[thisfalseart]

Several things are on my mind

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[chrysanthe121]

you don't seem very calm...

[thisfalseart]

funny thing about eljay is they ask you your mood after you write the entry. i determined i was calm after writing it, which is good :)

[chrysanthe121]

ahhh gotcha. you know you can talk about any of this to me if you want...

[chrysanthe121]

and i love you, of course. don't forget.

[tintedlenses]

Well, LEX, you know where I stand. But I wanted to tell you that one of the things that makes you so wonderful is the way that you care so deeply about others. Unfortunately, that often results in you putting others' emotions before your own.

...but it's a little more complex than that. Because it's not completely selfless on your part, it's more like masochistic. But anyway what was I saying? For real though, it's your biggest downfall, but it's also one of your best qualities.

[tintedlenses]

p.s. All that matters is that you respect yourself, whatever you do whatever you don't do... just don't lose your self-respect.

[sayswhosaysme]

I disagree with ya Caitlin. If you mean in general when Alexis meets new people, thinking back to when we first met, I always saw Alexis, never Lex. That may have been because we're similar and just kind of clicked with our friendship but I think there's always a fair share of Alexis present when she meets new people simply because of the characteristic she just reflected on: always wanting to put others first. Even if she doesn't end up being bffs with new people she meets, I think Alexis can only show people so much of "Lex" at first interaction.

[egyptian_chick]

im sorry but i think you will always be Alexis

if you werent Alexis there would of never been a CACA hahah :]

i miss you and love you!