some things just really kill me ( Read more... )

so, i definitely had the longest entry i have ever written, and then i turned off the computer, losing everything. that shows you the true scatter brain that i am. writing in this probably comes as a shock to most people, since i have written since the first day of school, and everyone probably forgot about me.

yesterday was junior recognition day ( Read more... )

so, very long time no entry, comments, anything. but it was not entirely my fault. my computer hates live journal, messes up every time i try to go to this site, and it just makes me angry ( Read more... )

my cousin is in a mental hospital.

she is 9.

she only gets to see her parents (who are lesbians; i have no problem with that; and her adoptive parents) 4 hours a week.

she has been physically, sexually, and emotionally abused.

i feel like shit.

i hate males. every single one of them, except for my father. they can just rot in hell, cause all that they have done to me is kill me on the inside.

i feel like crap. and i give up on ANY kind of relationship.

screw it.

so, i have not written in awhile, but that is ok, seeing that my ability to write well just flew out the window or something ( Read more... )

i keep on having dreams about my old friends. and as much as i dont think that they are good people, i miss having people that im close to. i miss having people that make me smile. i miss having people care about me. i miss having friends ( Read more... )

im so depressed right now. i cant even right.

all i have to say is that people need to get fucking lives and stop making fun of people who are over weight.

the next person who says anything to my brother is going to die. im not even kidding.

i dont understand life these days ( Read more... )

all i want to do is dance. is that too hard to ask ( Read more... )