we couldint be apart. that scairs me so mutch. what is this strange love thing. who decided that this was the rout. i beleve because its true. we know like there is no tommarow. we know that life, the world the infanit is beyound us.

i am a poet. i dont understand, i just explore.

got a girl friend a law suit a new band and one of my teeth pulled.

just petted the rat. hes so cute. his name is pablo. i talked to trever before i left the party. emphasized the idea of seperation between morality and christianity. told him to be himself. hes going to be a youth leader in arazona. i hope he dosent become part of what i hate, feels like it might be inevitable. i really do thin god can work through ( Read more... )

I don’t think I could meet another stupid women and not blow my brains out. Fucking party girls. Im the guy that has sign on my forehead that says “guy likes stupid chic’s” and I get all the girls who are dumb fucks. Im starting to wonder if im really just very stupid and no ones ever told me and that’s why I keep finding stuped people. Birds of ( Read more... )

Theirs something beautiful about tears. My mom called me the other day and told me that I was strong. It made me cry, my mom is the toughest person I know. When soldiers go into battle they cry. Just the physical act of it is pritty. I mean you have this sort of glossy look to your face all of the sudden. Its like a super model getting all oiled up ( Read more... )

name it and you win.

every thing is permisable for me but not everything benaficial. everything is permisable for me but i will not be mastard by anything.

im running out of breath here on earth. every telavision show watched every day at my dead end job every moment spent doing something other than god is a waist. this god that i dont trust. this god that i hardly know. this god that im so confused about. this god that loves. this love is what? it works how ( Read more... )

My heart sees bliss. my head knows better. my head my stupid fucking head. They never agree. it knows and so does it. I am softly a product of all there banter. They speak in there own way, head yelling heart screaming head hinting heart hitting, constant discourse, constant assault, "your at fault" "no your at fault". Ill never change ill just ( Read more... )