i know that i have changed over the past year and a half(ish.) i know that i have grown up. i just want to find a lasting relationship, and i think i might be ready for one. i don't know how to be in a lasting relationship. i don't know, if anyone would want me in that way. only skewed images are what i see. when i dream, it comes out. . . ( Read more... )

hey hey lots o' updates. i have my own place, a bed and all that whatnot. for those who don't know i did try to kill my self a few months ago, but i am doing loads better now. i'm enjoying life, and getting it back together again. so all in all things are back on the up. it's a good feeling.

getting my life back together, it feels great.

oh and by the way i dated a black chick.

i have a place to live now, i have a car now(though not much of one) i am surrounded by people that care,  i enjoy life again, and i can't name the last time i was more happy.no complaintssmooches to all

i saw iron maiden in concert bitches

you may all be jealous

we're better than what we've been lately.

just gotta remember it.

To be, or not to be--that is the question:
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles
And by opposing end them. To die, to sleep--
No more-

how was your memorial day weekend?

i spent mine in the mental ward. hahahaha

no really it sucked

She took a small silver wreathe and pinned it onto me
She said this one will bring you love
I don’t know if it’s true but I keep it for good luck

hahaha
i was broken up with through text message. everyone can laugh