and the paramedics fell into the wound
like a rehired scab at a barehanded plant
an anesthetic penance beneath
the hail of the contraband

dancing on the corpses ashes

on my way
nails broke and fell
into the
wishing well

dancing on the corpse's ashes

callous heels
numbed in travel
endless maps made
by their scalpels scalpels

i lost sight of a lot of things, in my life ( Read more... )

if i live to see you again
i'll take out my eyes
with this I have no way, and in consequence want no sight
i've tried my hardest to forget every connection
always being the blind villain

and through all of it, all the bullshit, i still look at you with the softest eyes. there is no other way to see you, to me.

I know there's a big world out there like the one i saw on the screen ( Read more... )

about a week and counting, i'll be glad to visit all of you kids soon. i've missed you all, blah, blah, blah, sappy, and slayer.

to all who care i should be coming up to visit for half a week or so about the 28th of this month. mark all your calendars

**insert stolen line from a song, that tries, but doesn't come close to how i feel**

I MISS YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am still not sure,
Is there some better place I could be heading towards?
Where the selfishly sick and self absorbed
Are welcome

We're making out inside crashed cars
We're sleeping through all our memories
I used to waste my time dreaming of being alive
(now I only waste it dreaming of you)