spent today taking photographs of little soccer kids for seven hours. My legs are SHOT. Once they started aching on the field I hadn't realized how strenuous an activity I was partaking in ( Read more... )

huge amounts of disappointment (all directed at myself of course)

no self-esteem to speak of

damn.

It got hard again.

explanation for the prior post ( Read more... )

Hey folks. Anyone who reads their friends list, at least ( Read more... )

I've come to believe from everything I've been reading and paying attention to these last few months that these problems never would have come about if we hadn't lost our connections with nature. Right now we're so detached from the nutrient flows that keep us alive. We don't see or touch the food we eat until we find it on a shelf and chop it up ( Read more... )

my list of tattoos:

"I'll keep them still" written in an attractive but not too gaudy script somewhere
BRONTOSAUR
TYRANNOSAUR

whale from roommate pip's boardgame

so weird, things are so weird.

They've calmed down significantly, though.

weird.

If cupid were three inches tall, he'd use a bow I made and an arrow John made. We are masters:


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It's when I get this weird jealousy about other peoples' lives being more interesting. I fear complacency so much. It's like an alarm that goes off inside of me that knows I need to get out of this situation. To something "better". Unfortunately, there's no real validity to the idea of better because for me it just means anything that isn't what I' ( Read more... )

There is no reason in my life anymore! Logic stopped existing! I subsist on infeasible desires and irrational decisions ( Read more... )

YEAH GUYS HEY, WHY DON'T WE TALK ABOUT THINGS LIKE PAPER TOWELS GROWING LIKE A TREE ( Read more... )