Back from band camp. Whatever. I'm not really worried about that right now ( Read more... )

Well, my mom called and said that the tumor in my grandma's lung is some sort of cancer. They are going to do another test at 2 to see what kind it is. We won't know for a few days. I don't know what to do....

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Well not much here. Just trying to not go crazy. I don't know when I am going to update after this because my grandma was admitted to the hospital Tuesday morning. She has a mass in her lung that is 3cm long (2cm is considered big) and they are pretty sure it's cancer. We will find out today if it really is. So my family is completely stressed out ( Read more... )

Since it's almost 1am, I thought I would update this thing ( Read more... )

Well since I have nothing else to do I thought I would update. Lately things have been okay. Not too much drama and I love that. Nothing is really new either. Jeremy is going to be home on Wednesday <3. I have rehersal again tonight but I really don't care because today we only have to go until 7:30 and then we are going to have a pool party. I ( Read more... )

Well nothing really has been going on. I saw the new Harry Potter movie and it was amazing. I have been having to stay the night at my aunt's house because my grandparents are gone and I have to watch the kids. Tonight is the last night for that though. Hopefully I will be attending the Taylor fireworks tomorrow night. No one has really called me ( Read more... )

Well, I finally returned home from Europe on Friday, even though I was supposed to be home Thursday. Whatever. The trip was amazing and I would definitly do it again. I bought a new sword :) Other than the trip nothing new has been going on. Drumline is pretty much in full swing. Practice tonight at 6. Friday night I hung out with Jenny and then ( Read more... )

I don't think anyone even reads this anymore. Why do I even put stuff in here? If you read this, let me know. Otherwise, I might just not use this anymore.

No matter what I do, everything falls apart. I'm done trying. I'm done trying to make everything better between us and I'm done being pushed aside and used. I'm done coming in second place because I'm not that kind of girl. I wish there was some way that I could fix this, and everything, but I know that I can't. I hate this and how it ended. I ( Read more... )

I think I'm okay now. I was on the verge of a mental/nervous breakdown last night. Thanks to all those who talked me through it. I feel like some things are falling apart. I have realized that some people don't really like me and they haven't given me the chance. I have no idea what I did to them but okay. I actually have no idea if anyone reads ( Read more... )