I am starting to come to terms with all that is going on. Even though it hurts like hell, I am learning to deal with it. I still don't know why I am the way I am, why I don't just stop, but I hope to learn with time. Now is the time when I realize who is real and who isn't and even though the results are not how I thought they would be, I will ( Read more... )

Well I just got back from the Bahamas last night and it was AMAZING!!! This is how it went ( Read more... )

Well, I had a lot of fun this weekend. Friday, went to Applebee's with Nikki, Spenser, Leah, Justin, and David. Dropped Leah off and did some stuff around my house. Went to the play with the same group, but Leah didn't go because of practice. We got ice cream and went to Spenser's house. Hung out there and went home. Saturday, I went to Madonna U ( Read more... )

It feels like everything is falling apart around me and I can't do anything about it.

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Well things are quite confusing lately. I don't know what to think or who to turn to besides the few people who show they care. Everything seems to be falling apart but oh well. No school today. That is awesome! But it's about -7 degrees outside and I am not even joking. I went to s&e again on Saturday. I got a 2 on both my solo and duet and that ( Read more... )

I don't even know anymore. It seems like everything is going downhill. I hate this. I don't know what to do. Not just about one thing. About a lot of things. Whatever. It's not like what I think matters anyway. People ask for my advice and then just throw it away. It's always the same.

Maybe I should...

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I can't believe guys sometimes. They bitch that girls always lie to them and then when we do tell them the truth they get pissed. What the hell! Here is a little advice....think about the girl before you yell at her! Seriously, I was honest with this guy about what I thought and what I thought should happen and he got mad at me. I'm sorry I want to ( Read more... )

"Hit the green note ( Read more... )

So, Christmas is over. I got Guitar Hero II. We have been playing that since I got it. No school until next week. I have been hanging out with Leah, Ann, and the rest of the group. "Bonjour!" "What" "Oh, sorry mom, I thought you were a telemarketer!" Lmao, good times. Christmas eve Leah and Jer beat the shit out of each other. That was interesting ( Read more... )

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