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[thisisme888]

God I honestly don't know what the hell is wrong with me.  Why does it take me so fucking long to write papers?!?!?!  I mean how fucking hard is it to read two fucking articles and compare them?  IT'S NOT HARD  so why is it that i can sit at the library THE ENTIRE DAY and get nothing written down????   I hate being so fucking stupid.

I got back

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[marley_margaux]

i understand what you mean about the isolation. it's sort of a catch-22, a total bitch. if you tell, people are like - you're disturbed, and they try to get you to gain weight. but if you gain weight, they're like, ewww. sometimes people pretend to be concerned for you only because they're jealous, so you never know who your friends really are.
just take it easy, get sleep, and fight to get that bit of nutrition even when you don't want it or feel you need it.
i'm sort of in the same spot as you and i stumbled onto your entry - i don't know if you do phentermine or not - but i got this weird jolt of recognition.
anyway, hang on.
marley

[thisisme888]

hey sorry it took me like five years to reply... i've kind of been trying to get better for the last 9 months.
It isn't happening so I'm back... sorry that i've totally let the almost_perfect site go.
I'll be checking my journal & I'll be more involved from now on... I really just need to talk to someone who knows what i'm going through.
Anyway,
if you still want to talk let me know!

re- sure thing.

[marley_margaux]

hey - i've left my journal and i've gotten (semi) better too, backsliding everyonce in a while. i'd like to talk to someone - it's kind of what I've been hoping for lately too. If I can be of any help, I'd be glad to try; don't worry, things'll get better.
it'll even out eventually. I thought i knew how to make it, but I found out life throws you curves everyonce in a while and unevens everything again and you have to find a new balance. it's alright if everything feels a little crazy right now - don't worry. breathe deep and get ready to examine it.
take care -

[eat_chick_in]

im gonna take ur ed community off my friends page for a moment. i'm trying to recover,and dont wanna put ed related thought in my head right now/ ever agian.

i still wanna be in the community, just incase my recovery dosent go through

[emptyblackstar]

hi and happy new year! i just added you to my friends list, will you add me?

[abigail_07]

hey i'm an _almost_perfect memnber, and I like to cummun and everything, but can you encourage the member to update more, it's not very active....