being.alone.by.myself.in.a.world.of.enemies

[thisismetoday]

so yet again i turn to my journal for solitude. i miss everything the way it was before - long talks, long walks, laughing at the stupidest stuff. why did i let myself get so serious, i was always telling myself :sara its time to grow up now: but now that i think im starting to listen to myself, i cant stand myself, trying to grow up is one thing,

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[insidetherealme]

i can definitely relate to that. "being grown up isn't half the fun as growing up" <--couldn't be more true. you're not going crazy...just simply living the life of a teenager.

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brandii*

[thisismetoday]

Yeah i supose your right - but feeling crazy is a boarderline thought in my mindd..
thanks for caringg brandii!

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[washawaytears]

sometimes i put my foot in my mouth. i didnt mean ex best friends....:/

[thisismetoday]

We all do ashley, and ive done in plenty of times myself, i cant believe were tearing each other apart. i just want us to be happy again. i cant take this anymore... :-(