Im in the weirdest of moods lately, its as if i am bi-polar. I swear one minute i am in a state of pure bliss, and the next everything that i hate about this world begins to pour into my mind as if someone just spilt a pitcher of kool-aid upside down. I'm stressed, i'm frustrated, and i am uncontrolably jealous of everything around me ( Read more... )

/my partner/my heart/my soul/my reason/my excuse/my mirror/my friend/my listener/my pillow/my tissue/my glove/my dearest/my babe/my dance partner/my hardass/my fighter/my inspiration/my motivation/my supporter/my resort/my man/my match/my dreamer/my equal/my loser/my nerd/my dork/my butthead/my perfect/my hiding place/my confidence/my strength/my ( Read more... )

Completly uncontrollably wrapped up in a blanket of indescribable feelings. As I sit deliberating the quite extensive list of things that need to be thought out and acted upon, I slowly induldge myself in the essense of the warmth in the millions of pillows that surrond me, my surreal life, on my huge cream couch. The euriphic state of blissfulness ( Read more... )

Well yesterday's events have left me in a state of pure bliss. Angie's Graduation party went wonderful as planned. Tons of people showed up to help her celebrate and me and the girls watched movies in the basement. Then to top everything off he got home yesterdayy ahhh and wow was it wonderful. We went on a walk and just sat on a big dirt hill, ( Read more... )

I received a piece of advice from someone with amazing words. They saidd.. "Setting goals is awesome, because without goals you can't amount to greatness.Just always know, that everything will turn out good in the end." I thought I should pass these words on and thank whoever said them. There completely right. Goals are amazing things, that allow ( Read more... )

The stimulating ringing of my alarm going off this morning, woke me up into the reality of my motivated self. Changing and rearranging has been on my mind for some time now but i am finally shifting my life into gear and accomplishing some goals for myself. Im tired of being what i dont want to be. Im not concerned with what others think im ( Read more... )

If I died today what would you say about me at my funeral?

-do this and post it in your journal-

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

You kissed my forehead and thats when i knew. That my perception of reality had been boasted into full motion of the real and true you and i. We were together it was us. us alone. for as long as we wanted to be. it was there because it was real. It wasnt fairy tale love. it wasnt perfect. it was the imperfection that we found in each other to make ( Read more... )

One day alone. One day without you. One day seems so long. One day will turn into many. And one day you will be back into my arms. I cant believe your gone things were so perfect, but i just have to wait it out... learn to deal. Your worth the wait. Your worth more than a wait. You mean so much to me. And yet your gone ( Read more... )