Well i havent updated in a while and a lot has been going on. So yeah these past few days I spent out of town in Watseka/Cissna/Cresent... downthere. with Spencer. We went down Wednesday after my ortho appointment and pretty much just got settled in chilleddd. Then that night had some interesting events.. haha trying to walk in a straight line and ( Read more... )

Well my feelings are extending to the highest they've ever beeen. i think im falling in love with the perception of you, but the love is not return because its a perception. Im confused. i said id wait for you, but i cant even call you mine. and waiting seems so pointless .. but then again i feel like i have to wait because i know something great ( Read more... )

well recent events have put me into an emotional rollercoaster - but your feelings, thoughts, and actions.... are keeping me quite content. I think ive found someone whose right for me, perfect on a scale of what i want in a really good boyfriend. Theres no pressure to live up to some dream girl, and no reason to act a different role out. i can ( Read more... )

my level of disappointment in myself has really out done itself today. i wish there was never any drama with my friends, but thats so hard to prevent, and i know sorry doesnt always cut it and it definetly doesnt always make things better. so i supose this drama will just have to lay itself out for a while, .. after all there is no substitute for ( Read more... )

Recent events have left my soul tatred and hurt. Lieing is such an over rated event that i choose not to partake in and i hope that i never expose myself to such childish ignorance. Not only is lieing an oblivious unneeded issue in life its also ridiculous when the lie is pointless, when you know that its a lie and thats all you want to do is shout ( Read more... )

My average everyday indulgence of you is becoming not as necassary as before, i used to feed of your positive energy and now i can feed off my own. My independitary life style has increased to one that i am becoming extremly happily accustomed to. I feel as though a new and better person is progressing from my sadness of being alone. At night i ( Read more... )

In the mist of the acception of the average tolerable life style, there is a unique creative and explosive divine living. It's not exactly what people expect nor what they want, but its accepted for what it is, rather than what people want it to be. It's not what people see in the sense of sight, but in what the people see in the sense of feeling ( Read more... )

Every 24 hours the world turns upsidedown on the man who thought he was sitting on top of it ( Read more... )

Yeah tonight it rained, and man do I love the rain....

I went for a really long walk, thought about life and love.

ah so refreshedd.

So yeah its been awhile since I updated. But eh im a busy girl ( Read more... )